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Monday, October 23, 2006

Who, what, when , where , why...


At what time did i slept,
At what time did i woke,
At what time did speak the foolishness i spoke,

At when did i met her,
At when did i part,
At when did me, i acted too smart,

At where was her heart,
At where was mine,
At where did we started to go blind.

At whose side did she lie,
At whose side was i on,
At whose windows were we looking from,

At how did i fell asleep,
At how did i woke up,
At how did fairy tales became corrupt...

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Strawberries ^.^

Life is what i see through this little girl's eyes,
The folding and unfolding of miracles and mist,
Desires, lust and fantasies....
Across the plains of floating lilies.

I held onto her little fingers as she dashed down the slippery stairs,
Her brown bonnet floating past my sight,
Momentarily blinding that smile from me,
Creating a moment of lost and fright..

"Here, take the key...", she said to me.
"I have held on to it too long indeed"
"It is time i passed it on"
"So that more you may see"

I couldn't , i told myself...
Must it come to this end.
That fate can never be changed.
She will wait she said,
30 months and 3 decades.

Life is what i see through this little girl's eyes,
The folding and unfolding of lust and mist,
Desires, lust and fantasies....
Across the plains of floating lilies.

It is my turn to let someone see,
From my eyes the future lies,
This journey begun with me...
From that little girl beside the sea.

Hold my fingers little girl,
Grab on tight and let us fly,
Into something half divine.
Untill you have become me.

When the time comes to pass on the golden key,
Let on tears but do not cry,
I will always be there,
As was she, at that bridge that divides,
The silent from the free.....

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Mundus Vult Decipi

Upon this desert that i stood,
I drew a line across the floor,
A vow like brittle glass,
How long would it last,

Across this simple line,
All beauty divine,
Behind this row of sand,
My pauper's piece of land.

I could see beyond this line,
Like an eagle with crystal eyes,
Reading those faces and lips,
My heart sense, the future eclipse,

To see so little and know so much,
Eyeing all things with ice cold heart,
Is it Pridos that besieged me,
Nil, i said...for my heart still burns.

I could not reach across and touch that hand,
Less i invite troubles un-end.
Here, lines were drawn that can be razed,
Like simple rules broken with haste.

You know not the story i had once written,
During Corruscant 1947,
Secrets onces told are puppets without strings,
Here lies truths in spinning rings.

I know you my little girl, and you, and you....
It is a friend's gift, a lover's curse and pride's hold,
Here, at this line i have a choice bethrothed to Man,
To reach across that chair and hold the hand....

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Indecisive - Empty Decorations

I wake in the dark
Showers of light
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No rays of hope
Reality brings me to the ground

What can I do?
What can I say?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life I used to know

For every song was filled with words of love and not of anger
What if they go?
What if they leave me far behind?

'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

I look at the sky,
That looks back at me
I'm getting a silent melody
I know that I'm here
And I am lost
Alone and confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place
The wonderful days
Livin' the life I used to know

For every smile was born out of the love and our sincerity
And every tear from all the glowing joy

[chorus]x2
'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

Is to be with you
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....