Wolves among the sheeps...

There is no need for restraint. We have been tied down for so long. Our stomach growls, our lips sneer in anticipation, saliva dripping at the sides. We have been sharpening our claws, our fangs...the hunger is burning. It yearns to be fulfilled.

They live in packs, their succulent minds filled with the thought of security with numbers. We know better. Each and everyone of them, lives in fear within. Fear of their very neighbours, those beside them. Though hand in hand, their purpose is not to ensure the survival of the collective - but that of one self's....They know not the thoughts of their friends, but trust not likely what they see. Fear of betrayal, fear of losing in rank, fear of being push into nothingness.

Ah, but they are not docile. They bite and claw like trapped animals. Not against their fear, but against each other and anything else that threatens that security that they hold dear to themselves. No, my furry friends, they are not easy meat. In a group, they are strong.

But we are stronger! We who live within and without...In isolation. In packs. In legionnaires. We yield to our fears, knowing that when all is lost, there is nothing more to lose and everything is to be gained! We have roamed among them, savouring that delicious anxiety that fumes from their very flesh....The beating hearts that give them life, like war beacons signaling our senses. Our feet soundless, we roamed among them....

It is time.
To pick them off one at a time. They are confuse. Unsure of themselves, unsure of what is to become. Their numbers slackened, their walls crashing around their beady eyes. They look at each other, hoping one would stand up to lead them away from this immense fear that we bring. And so, there are stronger ones among them that do so. But nay, we are stronger! One by one, one at a time. We feed...

It is time.
To end the beginning.

Who, what, when , where , why...

At what time did i slept,
At what time did i woke,
At what time did speak the foolishness i spoke,

At when did i met her,
At when did i part,
At when did me, i acted too smart,

At where was her heart,
At where was mine,
At where did we started to go blind.

At whose side did she lie,
At whose side was i on,
At whose windows were we looking from,

At how did i fell asleep,
At how did i woke up,
At how did fairy tales became corrupt...

Strawberries ^.^

Life is what i see through this little girl's eyes,
The folding and unfolding of miracles and mist,
Desires, lust and fantasies....
Across the plains of floating lilies.

I held onto her little fingers as she dashed down the slippery stairs,
Her brown bonnet floating past my sight,
Momentarily blinding that smile from me,
Creating a moment of lost and fright..

"Here, take the key...", she said to me.
"I have held on to it too long indeed"
"It is time i passed it on"
"So that more you may see"

I couldn't , i told myself...
Must it come to this end.
That fate can never be changed.
She will wait she said,
30 months and 3 decades.

Life is what i see through this little girl's eyes,
The folding and unfolding of lust and mist,
Desires, lust and fantasies....
Across the plains of floating lilies.

It is my turn to let someone see,
From my eyes the future lies,
This journey begun with me...
From that little girl beside the sea.

Hold my fingers little girl,
Grab on tight and let us fly,
Into something half divine.
Untill you have become me.

When the time comes to pass on the golden key,
Let on tears but do not cry,
I will always be there,
As was she, at that bridge that divides,
The silent from the free.....

Mundus Vult Decipi

Upon this desert that i stood,
I drew a line across the floor,
A vow like brittle glass,
How long would it last,

Across this simple line,
All beauty divine,
Behind this row of sand,
My pauper's piece of land.

I could see beyond this line,
Like an eagle with crystal eyes,
Reading those faces and lips,
My heart sense, the future eclipse,

To see so little and know so much,
Eyeing all things with ice cold heart,
Is it Pridos that besieged me,
Nil, i said...for my heart still burns.

I could not reach across and touch that hand,
Less i invite troubles un-end.
Here, lines were drawn that can be razed,
Like simple rules broken with haste.

You know not the story i had once written,
During Corruscant 1947,
Secrets onces told are puppets without strings,
Here lies truths in spinning rings.

I know you my little girl, and you, and you....
It is a friend's gift, a lover's curse and pride's hold,
Here, at this line i have a choice bethrothed to Man,
To reach across that chair and hold the hand....

Indecisive - Empty Decorations

I wake in the dark Showers of light Moments of emptiness around Floating away No rays of hope Reality brings me to the ground What can I do? What can I say? I need a place to hide away Just for a while, just for a smile Just for the life I used to know For every song was filled with words of love and not of anger What if they go? What if they leave me far behind? 'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh) Living life for on my own (uh oh) I don't want to live my life in isolation Filled with empty decorations 'Cause I wanna be with people that I know Who would do the things I do (uh oh) Making all my dreams come true (uh oh) I don't recognize the shadows at my door Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want.. Is to be with you.... I look at the sky, That looks back at me I'm getting a silent melody I know that I'm here And I am lost Alone and confusion by the breeze Hiding my face, crying alone I need to find my way back home Back to the place The wonderful days Livin' the life I used to know For every smile was born out of the love and our sincerity And every tear from all the glowing joy [chorus]x2 'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh) Living life for on my own (uh oh) I don't want to live my life in isolation Filled with empty decorations 'Cause I wanna be with people that I know Who would do the things I do (uh oh) Making all my dreams come true (uh oh) I don't recognize the shadows at my door Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want.. Is to be with you.... Is to be with you Living life for on my own (uh oh) I don't wanna live my life in isolation Filled with empty decorations 'Cause I wanna be with people that I know Who would do the things I do (uh oh) Making all my dreams come true (uh oh) I don't recognize the shadows at my door Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want.. Is to be with you....

Tap tap taptaptap.. Tap tap taptaptap...

Simple souls of foolish fools,
Smitten hearts of little boys,
Sweeten ailes of lover's tales,
Sullen girls with pretty toys,

Burning torch of fiery fire,
Broken soul of beaten soldier,
Bitter touch of life's in dire,
Butter babies with no desire,

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Solace in silence...

Sitting on that hill,
We knew.
Our time was nearly up,
I knew you now...
Everything inside.

We were there that night,
The dimness of the light,
Tears brittle upon your eyes..
The smile painted against our pale complexion.

There was strength in sadness,
An attempt at braveness,
There was him and her,
Nothing else mattered.

And the world stood beside in awe,
In virgil,
Of each passing moment....
Before the death sentence,
In an illusion.

To stand strong until we leave.
We spoke of grandeurs,
Of times to come,
When everything ends,
When duty is done,

We shall meet again,
It was time to go,
There was no more sorrow.
When the tears would flow,

Only a smile to remember,
Because i was there that night,
I was by your side....